a limpiar

aterrizamos lentamente
veo los techos y las piscinas
la grama y el tope de los arboles
ya estamos aqui
pero por favor no pintes todo de rosita
te quiero
si, pero demosle un descando
a la brocha

exploremos las cosas como son
sin "tape", please!!
y reparamos lo que se pueda
y lo que no sirva lo botamos
a ver que sobra de el tornado que juntos soplamos
con nuestros egos y expectativas

a botar escombros y limpiar esta playita
a ver si nadamos en agua clarita otra vez.

unfeeling

i felt the unfeeling
mourning for what no longer
lives and plays inside me
that makes me smile inside
when you pass me by
i'm sorry
will it come back?
is it temporary?
i don't know
i still love
but that other feeling is gone
for now...

you can't take me

you can take everything away
but you'll never take me from me
you can lie all you want
but the truth is always free
secrets that you make up
on your heartless exposition
on your mind game expedition

but you can't take me with you

i am so much stronger than what you know
and you think my past you know
but you don't know how much stronger it made me
it's a low blow when you use it to shame me
but you still can't take me from me
it only reminds me of what i've overcome
and how much bigger than you i've become
it only gives me more power
a bubble of love by the hour
i create for what's important to me
cause you can't take me away from me

what i want

Tired of crying and of feeling tired.
of words.
i want to see the love.
i want the world.
i want so fucking much..just the dream..
of someone head over heels in love with me..
someone who adores me..
who can't have enough of me..
someone who can't stop kissing me
begging me to stay.
someone who will cry for me.
someone who holds me
and dries my tears.
maybe i want too damn much.
maybe that happens only in movies.
maybe it's just not for me.
maybe i came to this world to experience other things
grow in other ways.

but what i want and what happened changed everything
and now i need to think.
I want to give my child SO MUCH.

Think! Don't feel!
Don't feel, just think.
Don't think, don't feel,
don't look at what's not there!
don't look for what's not there!
don't hope for pipe dreams
get rid of that silly hope
wake up and be strong
walk away and move on
Be Strong, Be stroNg be Strong, be stronG be strOooooooooong
be still
 broken over and over and over.

inventandomelo

aqui estoy...poco a poco creciendome

controlandome

manifestando paciencia

transformando mi tristeza en fuerza

revolcandome por dentro y buscando la paz
para redirigrle a Ocean

creando un ambiente de harmonia en uno desequilibrado
para que Ocean siga sonriendo

inventando la realidad para el
haciendo de tripas, corazones

sintiendome enferma por dentro
y exhalando amor