llegas y todavia me reguindo de un hilito de esperanza
que se estira y se estira pero todavia no se rompe
es de goma?
rebusco en tu mirada una señal
en cada cosa de ti busco...algo que me diga
que sientes y como piensas ya que lo que sale de tu boca
no lo creo
ese hilito sigue ahi
con el tiempo mas estirado
es lo que me ata a ti
y estoy mas lejos
mas lejos
mas lejos
mas despegada
pero todavia busco en tus ojos
mi reflejo
y me cuestiono
por que no estoy ahi
bandera de inmunidad
cuando todas tus flechas
dirigidas hacia mi
apuñalando sin cesar
mi ser abatido
apuntan hacia la puerta
que no quiero abrir
mi resistencia
magnifica, heróica e incoherente
desplegada en mi pecho
como bandera de inmunidad
manteniendome en mi purgatorio personal
se levanta
una y otra ves.
postrando mis heridas
como medallas
mis lagrimas como agua bendita
limpian mi dolor.
cuantas uñas mas me arrancaré?
me siento bien pequeña
y me escondo tras mi resistencia.
necesito mi poder
para poder
abrir esa puerta
para no temerle al futuro
para con brazos abiertos
recibir
recibir
recibir
dirigidas hacia mi
apuñalando sin cesar
mi ser abatido
apuntan hacia la puerta
que no quiero abrir
mi resistencia
magnifica, heróica e incoherente
desplegada en mi pecho
como bandera de inmunidad
manteniendome en mi purgatorio personal
se levanta
una y otra ves.
postrando mis heridas
como medallas
mis lagrimas como agua bendita
limpian mi dolor.
cuantas uñas mas me arrancaré?
me siento bien pequeña
y me escondo tras mi resistencia.
necesito mi poder
para poder
abrir esa puerta
para no temerle al futuro
para con brazos abiertos
recibir
recibir
recibir
trust
I have the grandest love. He is m buddha, my son, who lights my heart up when he smiles.
Yet a part of me dies. A dream. And it's hard to let it go.
I am right now frozen, knowing I need to move on, yet waiting for a cue or a degree of hurt of no return, in order to move.
I know I have love inside and I am good. I need to forgive myself for being human and making mistakes.
I know the only constant is change. It's just that I want things to change MY WAY. But I need to trust the universe in that it will lead me to where I need to be.
love,
b
Yet a part of me dies. A dream. And it's hard to let it go.
I am right now frozen, knowing I need to move on, yet waiting for a cue or a degree of hurt of no return, in order to move.
I know I have love inside and I am good. I need to forgive myself for being human and making mistakes.
I know the only constant is change. It's just that I want things to change MY WAY. But I need to trust the universe in that it will lead me to where I need to be.
love,
b
si no lo ves
es un abandono
la cancelación de una esperanza
el desmonte de un projecto de vida
hace tiempo que no estas aqui
esto es solo una formalidad
y ya no vale la pena
o si?
quiero gritarle al mundo entero esta injusticia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no por mi, sino por una criatura tan hermosa, como es que no lo ves y solo piensas en ti ti ti ti ti ti ti ti ti y ti???
el brilla amor y si para ti eso no es algo fuera de este mundo y algo por lo cual luchar, entonces no eres digno de ello. yo veo ese amor maginifico que sale de el ,y quiero estar con eso todo el tiempo. quiero hacerlo todo por el. es mi dios.
la cancelación de una esperanza
el desmonte de un projecto de vida
hace tiempo que no estas aqui
esto es solo una formalidad
y ya no vale la pena
o si?
quiero gritarle al mundo entero esta injusticia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no por mi, sino por una criatura tan hermosa, como es que no lo ves y solo piensas en ti ti ti ti ti ti ti ti ti y ti???
el brilla amor y si para ti eso no es algo fuera de este mundo y algo por lo cual luchar, entonces no eres digno de ello. yo veo ese amor maginifico que sale de el ,y quiero estar con eso todo el tiempo. quiero hacerlo todo por el. es mi dios.
my rock
once again can't be right for this
i carry you with me
you are my rock
the one i live for now
the one that shines for me when i am dim
the one i need to hold on to,
to see this thru
i will make the best for us
we won't look back
we'll carry on
you smile at me and let me know
no matter what
we have our love.
i carry you with me
you are my rock
the one i live for now
the one that shines for me when i am dim
the one i need to hold on to,
to see this thru
i will make the best for us
we won't look back
we'll carry on
you smile at me and let me know
no matter what
we have our love.
pacha mama calls
the luxury of tears
the fall of walls
the even-keeled self
in desperate cry
dives in looking
for the treasures
that lie within
its a time to heal
to cleanse
to shake it all out
in order to expand
become strong
dexotify
to purify
for i feel contamined
and i need answers
and pacha mama calls
the fall of walls
the even-keeled self
in desperate cry
dives in looking
for the treasures
that lie within
its a time to heal
to cleanse
to shake it all out
in order to expand
become strong
dexotify
to purify
for i feel contamined
and i need answers
and pacha mama calls
chica guardada
esa chica quiere salir
esa chica quiere janguear
por las cunetas de san juan
fumadose media cajetilla
en una barra de pacotilla
tambien se toma unas medallas
a ver si con ellas es mas brava
o una corona con limonada
a ver si es reina de esa jornada
al club sus huesos se va a mover
y una rolita se va a meter
desencajando todos los mundos
exhalando todos los nudos
y libre...
se siente libre
pero de que sirve...
cuando no hay nada a que retornar...
ella sigue ahi
y yo no la alimento
pero ella me llama
me trae su brisa
esa chica..
guradada esta.
esa chica quiere janguear
por las cunetas de san juan
fumadose media cajetilla
en una barra de pacotilla
tambien se toma unas medallas
a ver si con ellas es mas brava
o una corona con limonada
a ver si es reina de esa jornada
al club sus huesos se va a mover
y una rolita se va a meter
desencajando todos los mundos
exhalando todos los nudos
y libre...
se siente libre
pero de que sirve...
cuando no hay nada a que retornar...
ella sigue ahi
y yo no la alimento
pero ella me llama
me trae su brisa
esa chica..
guradada esta.
hole
my skin peels away like white glue
a thin layer
falling
leaving less of a me each time
look at me!
i am a woman
the fear is real
i want to be touched before the i cracks
the days, weeks go by
and i'm here alone
in a box you keep me
where no one can see
the last of my beauty
my flowing hair
and darkest eyes
you can see the sadness
in the shape of my mouth
i want someone
that can see me and think
"you are truly a beauty"
anybody!
feel fingers go down my arm
soft kisses down my spine
someone who explores
every nook and crack
before wanting just to be inside
in a hole
a thin layer
falling
leaving less of a me each time
look at me!
i am a woman
the fear is real
i want to be touched before the i cracks
the days, weeks go by
and i'm here alone
in a box you keep me
where no one can see
the last of my beauty
my flowing hair
and darkest eyes
you can see the sadness
in the shape of my mouth
i want someone
that can see me and think
"you are truly a beauty"
anybody!
feel fingers go down my arm
soft kisses down my spine
someone who explores
every nook and crack
before wanting just to be inside
in a hole
compassion
it's so easy to write when i'm low
when i feel i took another blow
give me a fucking happiness muse
i think this i could surely use
but here i am
each day more cynical
...and more naive
wanting the happy ending
but frozen still and bending
why don't i move myself
what passions are on a shelf
but here i am
each day older
...and knowing less
my eyes are glazed
i hang on compassion
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
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OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
when i feel i took another blow
give me a fucking happiness muse
i think this i could surely use
but here i am
each day more cynical
...and more naive
wanting the happy ending
but frozen still and bending
why don't i move myself
what passions are on a shelf
but here i am
each day older
...and knowing less
my eyes are glazed
i hang on compassion
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
OM MANI PADME HUNG
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OM MANI PADME HUNG
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don't hurry past
i enter the doorway
knowing the room i'm in
facing the gloom i'm in-
(i'm in) need of some love
of yours
(but you)
give me no hope
(sometimes)
we have this little game
(you see)
and it's just
gettting so lame
(i have)
more than a glass
(of that)
white wine i stole from you
and it pains me
that you don't feel it
like i do
it's just a game for you
until it's over
then you can't turn back
and wonder
where did we go bad
i can tell you now
i can't give up
but my aching heart
says we'll never last
don't hurry past
what we can be
so much to be
if only you could see
past...
my aching heart
i n t o m y l o vi n g s o u l
knowing the room i'm in
facing the gloom i'm in-
(i'm in) need of some love
of yours
(but you)
give me no hope
(sometimes)
we have this little game
(you see)
and it's just
gettting so lame
(i have)
more than a glass
(of that)
white wine i stole from you
and it pains me
that you don't feel it
like i do
it's just a game for you
until it's over
then you can't turn back
and wonder
where did we go bad
i can tell you now
i can't give up
but my aching heart
says we'll never last
don't hurry past
what we can be
so much to be
if only you could see
past...
my aching heart
i n t o m y l o vi n g s o u l
a limpiar
aterrizamos lentamente
veo los techos y las piscinas
la grama y el tope de los arboles
ya estamos aqui
pero por favor no pintes todo de rosita
te quiero
si, pero demosle un descando
a la brocha
exploremos las cosas como son
sin "tape", please!!
y reparamos lo que se pueda
y lo que no sirva lo botamos
a ver que sobra de el tornado que juntos soplamos
con nuestros egos y expectativas
a botar escombros y limpiar esta playita
a ver si nadamos en agua clarita otra vez.
veo los techos y las piscinas
la grama y el tope de los arboles
ya estamos aqui
pero por favor no pintes todo de rosita
te quiero
si, pero demosle un descando
a la brocha
exploremos las cosas como son
sin "tape", please!!
y reparamos lo que se pueda
y lo que no sirva lo botamos
a ver que sobra de el tornado que juntos soplamos
con nuestros egos y expectativas
a botar escombros y limpiar esta playita
a ver si nadamos en agua clarita otra vez.
unfeeling
i felt the unfeeling
mourning for what no longer
lives and plays inside me
that makes me smile inside
when you pass me by
i'm sorry
will it come back?
is it temporary?
i don't know
i still love
but that other feeling is gone
for now...
mourning for what no longer
lives and plays inside me
that makes me smile inside
when you pass me by
i'm sorry
will it come back?
is it temporary?
i don't know
i still love
but that other feeling is gone
for now...
you can't take me
you can take everything away
but you'll never take me from me
you can lie all you want
but the truth is always free
secrets that you make up
on your heartless exposition
on your mind game expedition
but you can't take me with you
i am so much stronger than what you know
and you think my past you know
but you don't know how much stronger it made me
it's a low blow when you use it to shame me
but you still can't take me from me
it only reminds me of what i've overcome
and how much bigger than you i've become
it only gives me more power
a bubble of love by the hour
i create for what's important to me
cause you can't take me away from me
but you'll never take me from me
you can lie all you want
but the truth is always free
secrets that you make up
on your heartless exposition
on your mind game expedition
but you can't take me with you
i am so much stronger than what you know
and you think my past you know
but you don't know how much stronger it made me
it's a low blow when you use it to shame me
but you still can't take me from me
it only reminds me of what i've overcome
and how much bigger than you i've become
it only gives me more power
a bubble of love by the hour
i create for what's important to me
cause you can't take me away from me
what i want
Tired of crying and of feeling tired.
of words.
i want to see the love.
i want the world.
i want so fucking much..just the dream..
of someone head over heels in love with me..
someone who adores me..
who can't have enough of me..
someone who can't stop kissing me
begging me to stay.
someone who will cry for me.
someone who holds me
and dries my tears.
maybe i want too damn much.
maybe that happens only in movies.
maybe it's just not for me.
maybe i came to this world to experience other things
grow in other ways.
but what i want and what happened changed everything
and now i need to think.
I want to give my child SO MUCH.
Think! Don't feel!
Don't feel, just think.
Don't think, don't feel,
don't look at what's not there!
don't look for what's not there!
don't hope for pipe dreams
get rid of that silly hope
wake up and be strong
walk away and move on
Be Strong, Be stroNg be Strong, be stronG be strOooooooooong
be still
broken over and over and over.
of words.
i want to see the love.
i want the world.
i want so fucking much..just the dream..
of someone head over heels in love with me..
someone who adores me..
who can't have enough of me..
someone who can't stop kissing me
begging me to stay.
someone who will cry for me.
someone who holds me
and dries my tears.
maybe i want too damn much.
maybe that happens only in movies.
maybe it's just not for me.
maybe i came to this world to experience other things
grow in other ways.
but what i want and what happened changed everything
and now i need to think.
I want to give my child SO MUCH.
Think! Don't feel!
Don't feel, just think.
Don't think, don't feel,
don't look at what's not there!
don't look for what's not there!
don't hope for pipe dreams
get rid of that silly hope
wake up and be strong
walk away and move on
Be Strong, Be stroNg be Strong, be stronG be strOooooooooong
be still
broken over and over and over.
inventandomelo
aqui estoy...poco a poco creciendome
controlandome
manifestando paciencia
transformando mi tristeza en fuerza
revolcandome por dentro y buscando la paz
para redirigrle a Ocean
para redirigrle a Ocean
para que Ocean siga sonriendo
inventando la realidad para el
haciendo de tripas, corazones
haciendo de tripas, corazones
sintiendome enferma por dentro
y exhalando amor
y exhalando amor
como un picasso
ayer me quite el sombrero de madre
y una mujer salió por la puerta
pero el sombrero estaba adentro
y sabes que? no esta nada mal
me recalco y me sorprendo
al ver la intuición
fluyendo atraves de mi
me veo crecer
en el reflejo de sus ojos.
no hacia arriba, sino expandiendo,
llenandome mas de mujer...
de otros angulos de mujer,
como un Picasso.
y el fue el causante
de esto que me transforma
al menos de una forma.
el viento soplo en tu direccion
y me voló al centro de mi vida.
y una mujer salió por la puerta
pero el sombrero estaba adentro
y sabes que? no esta nada mal
me recalco y me sorprendo
al ver la intuición
fluyendo atraves de mi
me veo crecer
en el reflejo de sus ojos.
no hacia arriba, sino expandiendo,
llenandome mas de mujer...
de otros angulos de mujer,
como un Picasso.
y el fue el causante
de esto que me transforma
al menos de una forma.
el viento soplo en tu direccion
y me voló al centro de mi vida.
it all turns multi-color
it's like without it
my world is black and white
but when you smile
it all turns multi-color
there's no bigger love
than the one i feel
for you
and it fills me up
to love you
it makes me complete
my life is now measured
by before you
and after you
because you turned it upside down
you make a rainy day a gift
i can swim in your eyes
my ocean
my love
my world is black and white
but when you smile
it all turns multi-color
there's no bigger love
than the one i feel
for you
and it fills me up
to love you
it makes me complete
my life is now measured
by before you
and after you
because you turned it upside down
you make a rainy day a gift
i can swim in your eyes
my ocean
my love
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